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Dream deeply, O' my wandrers, and wake wise
 
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i think mindsay broke, or mine did, because it hasn't updated since yesterday

boo

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so it couldn't get worse, so I thought. Then it got worse, and worse. This state progressed until it couldn't get any worse. You know what the best part of this is? as bad as things are, they can only get better
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Well, this has been a fascinating weekend. Moral of the story, I need to back out of the hole.

There once was a little girl who had a temper problem. Everyday she would lose her temper, so she decided that everytime she lost her temper she would put a nail in the fence. Over the course of the next two weeks she put 43 nails into the fence. She continued this therapy until she had to put very few nails into the fence. Then one day she didn't have to put a nail into the fence, so she decided that every day she didn't lose her temper that she'd take a nail out of the fence. She did this until she had no more nails left in the fence. She went up to her mother and said "Look mom, no more nails in the fence." The mother said "that's good dear, but look at all of those holes in the fence. Those holes represent the scars that you've put onto people's lives. What you do can never be taken back, so remember not to make an action in which you will regret."

 
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Compliments of Tonto

 Happy Christopher Columbus Day


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I HAVE THE SOLUTION TO ALL OF OUR PROBLEMS! Forget me, don't let me cause any drama, don't let anything that I have said or done affect any of you. I'm no longer part of the group, it's fine, let me find another one. No worries, no issues, no Ethan. It's all good. End of discussion.
 
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Flying Solo.

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[Oct. 9th, 2005|11:14 pm]
First Name: Ethan
Middle Name: Joseph
Birthday: May 25 '90
Eyes: Midnight
Hair: On my head
Fav color: Olive
Day/Night: Darkest part of the night
Fave Food: Seafood
FRIENDS AND LIFE
Do you ever wish you had another name? Sacramento
Do you like anyone? Yes, although it does no good
Which one of your friends acts the most like you?Friends?
Who's the loudest?Chris... ok so it's me
Who have you known the longest of your friends?Troy, I assume and loosely use the term though, of said object
Who's the shyest: Christopher
Are you close to any family members? No
When you cried the most: I can't recall the last time I've cried
What's the best feeling in the world: I don't often feel good, but I can tell you the worst...
Worst Feeling: It's not when you're love is not returned, but it is when you see those who you love get hurt
FINISH EACH SENTENCE:
Let's walk the: sands of time together
Let's run through: the clouds
Let's look at the: raindrops
What a nice: sunset
Where did: my friends abandon me to now?
Why can't you: return my love?
Silly, little: rabbit, Trix are for kids.
Tell me: you'll not forget me.
HAVE YOU:
Ran away from home: no
Pictured your crush naked: no
Skipped school: no
Broken someone's heart: That would, in fact, require somebody to like me, inwhich nobody does.
Been in love: I don't know if love is meant for me.
Cried when someone died: Tim Socha, and that's it, no family member, just Tim.
Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: Doesn't that seem strangely familiar?
Done something embarrassing: I don't get embarassed, everything I do is well planned out.
Done a drug: Nope
Cried in school: When I was about to be suspened my Mrs. Carlson for sneezing...
RANDOM
Your Good Luck Charm: Never ending hope.
Person You Hate Most:  me.
Best Thing That Has Happened: Nothing good really ever happens in my life, even at my best, I'm only mediocre.
Ice Cream: Whatever, soft serve I guess.
WHO Makes you laugh the most: I don't know, laughing has become so distant...
Makes you smile: Her.
Has A Crush On You: NOBODY!!! Yay for my life.
Do You Have A Crush On Someone: Her.
HAVE YOU EVER
Fallen for your best friend?: It's hard for me to distinguish friends apparently.
Made out with JUST a friend?: No
Kissed two people in the same day?: nope
Had sex with two different people in the same day?: I'm going to die virgin, that is my destiny, I'm about to have sex and suddenly "BAM" God smites me with a lightning bolt.
Been rejected: .Yes. Every stinkin' time.
Been in love?: Again, love is not meant for me, maybe some people, but not me...
Been used?: Who cares?
Done something you regret?: Regret would imply an unplanned action, for that is to say, no. I may seem like I regret actions, but in reality I never do.
Cheated on someone?: a test?
Been called a tease: No, because I'm not in the least bit attractive, so there's no point.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
You touched?:honestly, it's been a long while. Her hand in the movie actually.
You talked to on the phone?: Can't think back that far.
You hugged?: Again, ,my memory doesn't extend that far...yes it does! At the band picnic, when I saw Dave. Yes, isn't that pathetic?
You instant messaged?: Lisa, yesterday.
You kissed?: Jessie, I haven't even kissed a family member. Heh, it's been, since DCI Grand Finals, about 5 months.
You yelled at?: I've given up yelling. If I have to raise my voice there is no point. Above normal voice, I cannot emphasize my point any further.
Who text messaged you?: Troy, at the band comp saying "Gay"
Who broke your heart?: Hearts are meant to be broken...
Who told you they loved you?: NOBODY! not even my family

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
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I think I'm going to stop using this blog. Because I'm only complicating matters by using it, and making people feel bad. So... moral of the story is: I'm dumb and pathetic.
 
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Movies

Well, I just got back from the movies, alone. Rather "fun" Wallace and Grommet. Slept. Bad Mood. Disappointed. Sad. Sorrowful. Oh fricken' well, I can't do anything to change that. Looking forward to homework tomorrow, possibly the highlight of my weekend, besides trying to teach Mike how to punch. Well, that's about it.

I think I'm going to start taking Adrian's advice, I'm not going to bother ever again, because it only leads to frustration and pain. I've just got to learn to let things go, and not expect anything to ever happen. Perhaps I should let my focus wander unto something else.

 
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A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE.

Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it.

BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us.

When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there.

TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS.

Friends are FOREVER.

Good friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they are always there.

Don't frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile.

What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.

Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.

Most people walk in and out of you life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.

 
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You gotta be kidding me. I am an absolute fool. A moron if you will. I, yet again, let my hopes blind me and got caught in it. I twisted words the way I wanted to hear them, and now, I've let myself be letdown yet again. I don't know why I let this happen. Blind hope, wishing for a shining light. I'm tired, worn, disappointed, and overall saddened by my overeagerness and wishingness for one thing to go right...
 
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Keep your heart free from hate, your mind from worry, your body from abuse. Live simply; expect little; give much. Think of the other person; forget yourself. Always do as you would be done by.


It's ok to kiss a fool. It's ok to let a fool kiss you. But NEVER let a fool kiss you. - Michael Mc'Donald
Don't hurry, don't worry. You're only here for a short visit. So be sure and stop to smell the flowers. --- Walter Hagen

Be careful when you put off the enjoyment of life until the time is right. Before you know it, the right time can change into a lost opportunity.

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Movie Night

She doesn't know it, but holding her hand meant the world to me. As afraid as she was, and how oblivious she was to how right I felt, I felt nothing could possibly be wrong, I felt strangely close to her, the need to just hold her, but I can't. That's just the way the earth revolves. I can't change that. Oh how I wish I could just hold her hand again, for just one more time, before my time is up forever, and my boat drifts off into the horizon on the ocean forever.

 
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There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you want to pick them from your dreams and hug them.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.

Happiness lives for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
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Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.

Please tell those people who mean something to you, to those who have touched your life in one way or another, to those who make you smile when you really need it, to those that make you see the brighter side of things when you are really down, and to those who you want to let them know that you appreciate their friendship.

 
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No man/woman is worth your tears and the only one who is, will never make you cry.

If you love someone, put their name in a circle, instead of a heart, because hearts can break, but circles go on forever.

Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say.

If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them.

Don't frown, because you never know who's falling in love with your smile!

If you judge people, you have no time to love them
 
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We hold these beliefs to be true; all men are created and endowed equally and born with certain unalienable rights...and...

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it only takes a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.

Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be; because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to.

Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person too.

A careless word may kindle strife; a cruel word may wreck a life; a timely word may level stress; a loving word may heal and bless.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live life so that when you die... you are the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.
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To laugh is to risk appearing a fool,

to weep is to risk appearing sentimental,

to reach out for another is to risk involvement,

to place your dreams before the crowd is to risk ridicule,

to love is to risk not being loved in return,

to go forward in the face of overhwhelming odds is to risk failure,

but risks must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing,

he may avoid suffering and sorrow, but he cannot learn, feel, change, grow, or love,

chained by his certitudes he is a slave,

he has forfeited his freedom,

only a person who takes risks is free.


 
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